2005-04-04 - 8:57 p.m.
I thought I would have more to say, but most of my brain is preoccupied with the end of Storm Moon.
I worry that the tension level isn't high enough.
I worry that the action will fall flat, or fail completely.
I worry that this inability to write the damn thing stems from my long-fought fear of success, and that deep down I'm not allowing myself to finish it.
I worry that I won't find the words for the pictures in my head.
I'm terrified at the new level of work that will come after; the quest for publication.
I worry that I will disappoint.
And while I'm well aware that these are all fairly common fears, that doesn't guarantee they are unfounded.
"...if I knew all the words, I would write myself out of here..." - Jason Mraz, 0% Interest