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2005-04-04 - 8:57 p.m.

I thought I would have more to say, but most of my brain is preoccupied with the end of Storm Moon.

I worry that the tension level isn't high enough.

I worry that the action will fall flat, or fail completely.

I worry that this inability to write the damn thing stems from my long-fought fear of success, and that deep down I'm not allowing myself to finish it.

I worry that I won't find the words for the pictures in my head.

I'm terrified at the new level of work that will come after; the quest for publication.

I worry that I will disappoint.

And while I'm well aware that these are all fairly common fears, that doesn't guarantee they are unfounded.

"...if I knew all the words, I would write myself out of here..." - Jason Mraz, 0% Interest

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